If I weren't love him

If I weren't love him...........
I wouldn't feel guilty when he was disappointed
I wouldn't feel sad and confused when saw him crying
I wouldn't be anxious when he wasn't well

If I weren't love him.............
I wouldn't owed him any merit every he helped me
I wouldn't be brave enough sharing my pain to him fluently
I wouldn't be glad every receiving his calls or his sms
I wouldn't worry when he didn't keep his promise
I wouldn't be hurt when he evaded

If I weren't love him..............
I wouldn't care of him. Whatever he does, whatever his likes or dislikes, whatever his talents or skills
I wouldn't take care of him or pay attention to him. about his activities, his buddies, his family, and people around him
I wouldn't care any of him said. because his comments aren't important

If I weren't love him..............
I wouldn't feel abnormal
I wouldn't be stronger and weaker at the same time
I wouldn't feel alone when he was far away
I wouldn't always expect he will arrive in front of my gate with white horse

If I weren't love him...........
I wouldn't tolerate his habit that definitely   I dislike
I wouldn't be influenced by his interesting that I didn't know and even I didn't like before
My tongue wouldn't be so tired because of talking about him all the time

If I weren't love him......
I wouldn't never try to make him happy
I wouldn't  try to step aside his sorrow
I wouldn't be eager to bear his burden

yah,,,,, If I weren't love him

If I weren't love him.......
I won't hurt anybody